This week, I am saying So What if...
I wanted to cry when I heard Kage up at 6:30. I just want some me time! I totally lost my cool yesterday. I have never been so frustrated as a mom. I feel like I'm totally failing as a mom. My daughter hits me. My daughter throws things at me. I tried putting her in her room for a time-out (since the naughty spot wasn't working) and she threw up from crying for the whole 30 seconds that she was in there. I don't want today to be a repeat of yesterday. I don't want to think about yesterday. I am excited about student teaching....but still waiting on a placement. I have allowed myself to "pretend" that I know what district I am going to. I have two books from the library that I wanted to read for the remainder of my "summer break" and haven't had the time to even open one. I didn't take a shower yesterday. Kinley was up at 6:15 and took a whopping 40 minute nap. I chose to sit and do nothing for those 40 minutes (anticipating it being a 2.5 hour nap). I joined that trend on FB, "You grew up in ____ and remember...." and had so much fun reminiscing last night. I have so much that I want to blog--but baby-free time to do it. Sad face.
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I hope today is a better day! You're a great mom.....we all have our days and having a toddler can be exhausting.
I agree with Barb! Gavin hits me and throws things at me, too. All those hours of labor and that's what we get? Darn kids. lol
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